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Friday 25 December 2015
Tuesday 29 September 2015
Work Draggling to one point that...
Yeah so currently i'm in the office during this office hours and writing this post using my office PC.lol. So let me simply introduce what's m i doing currently?
Hmm at first i went for some event runner, promoter kind of jobs, after that due to instability of working day and income, i choose to move to a more stabilize job like Office kinda job? So story begin when a friend of mine posted a job vacancy on facebook. Without further a due, i quickly make a call to my current boss. Then immediately had a interviewed session by him. Everything seems so fast and furious at that moment. What i know is i need to get a job eagerly!
I have been working here since 20th May 2015, right after my Taiwan graduation trip. Haha. Right until today, i think i worked here for quite few months already. This is the second longest working term besides my retail pharmacy job and my tuition job.
Now let's talk what i had learn for this new job scope:
1. ways of COMMUNICATE
Let's talk about COMMUNICATION in the working field
Alright,i can't deny everyone know how to communicate, but not everyone know how to communicate with people efficiently. I'm a very talkative girl since secondary school? haha yes i talked a LOTS to people, sometimes talk like a pro, sometimes talk craps, sometimes gossips. YESSS so i continuously talk to people!
But now i had gained some skills of talking or communicating with people especially clients, bosses and even staffs. I learnt not everything we can talk especially in the working field, the ways, process, and etc. Sometimes, we might just need to keep within ourselves
2. TIDINESS
Yes, if you're been into my room, you will know how "tidy" i am. Admin and account job you need a lot of systematic protocol, procedure, Lotss when i said Lotss mean it's really A LOT of paper works. From there, i learn a better way of of organizing somethings, to seek for priority list and etc. But this applied during my working hours only not at house ohh. ** Guilty**
3. APPRECIATE
Super hard physiology for me, as we grew older, we don't meet up friends as frequent as we can. Meet up seems so hard when everyone move back to their hometown, engage with works, bf, gf and more. But i insist to meet up the friends that i love. I appreciated every single things in my life now. Not as pessimistic as last few years.
4. MENTALLY STRONGER
At the age of 24, i had nothing!! Uhm, wait when i said nothing means i don't have asset in my hand. Like money, house, car,insurance and etc But i have a super great fabulous mother, and super annoying sister. Uhm also have a lovely bf. Yes i'm lucky enough to have them in my life. I will cherish and do my best to provide them a better living standard.
Work is Work!! Yes i do learn a lot in this phase , but i wanted to get a placement in hospital soon **praying** i need money, i need money to give my mother, sister. ownself expenditure and travel!
Phewww, so i was still typing during the office hours!! **evil laugh**
Hmm at first i went for some event runner, promoter kind of jobs, after that due to instability of working day and income, i choose to move to a more stabilize job like Office kinda job? So story begin when a friend of mine posted a job vacancy on facebook. Without further a due, i quickly make a call to my current boss. Then immediately had a interviewed session by him. Everything seems so fast and furious at that moment. What i know is i need to get a job eagerly!
I have been working here since 20th May 2015, right after my Taiwan graduation trip. Haha. Right until today, i think i worked here for quite few months already. This is the second longest working term besides my retail pharmacy job and my tuition job.
Now let's talk what i had learn for this new job scope:
1. ways of COMMUNICATE
Let's talk about COMMUNICATION in the working field
Alright,i can't deny everyone know how to communicate, but not everyone know how to communicate with people efficiently. I'm a very talkative girl since secondary school? haha yes i talked a LOTS to people, sometimes talk like a pro, sometimes talk craps, sometimes gossips. YESSS so i continuously talk to people!
But now i had gained some skills of talking or communicating with people especially clients, bosses and even staffs. I learnt not everything we can talk especially in the working field, the ways, process, and etc. Sometimes, we might just need to keep within ourselves
2. TIDINESS
Yes, if you're been into my room, you will know how "tidy" i am. Admin and account job you need a lot of systematic protocol, procedure, Lotss when i said Lotss mean it's really A LOT of paper works. From there, i learn a better way of of organizing somethings, to seek for priority list and etc. But this applied during my working hours only not at house ohh. ** Guilty**
3. APPRECIATE
Super hard physiology for me, as we grew older, we don't meet up friends as frequent as we can. Meet up seems so hard when everyone move back to their hometown, engage with works, bf, gf and more. But i insist to meet up the friends that i love. I appreciated every single things in my life now. Not as pessimistic as last few years.
4. MENTALLY STRONGER
At the age of 24, i had nothing!! Uhm, wait when i said nothing means i don't have asset in my hand. Like money, house, car,insurance and etc But i have a super great fabulous mother, and super annoying sister. Uhm also have a lovely bf. Yes i'm lucky enough to have them in my life. I will cherish and do my best to provide them a better living standard.
Work is Work!! Yes i do learn a lot in this phase , but i wanted to get a placement in hospital soon **praying** i need money, i need money to give my mother, sister. ownself expenditure and travel!
Phewww, so i was still typing during the office hours!! **evil laugh**
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Tuesday 4 August 2015
Life when you approched 20's
It's been quite sometimes since i graduated from university. University life for me is like a roller coaster, went through ups and downs, emotionally take parts in my mind and many others miscellaneous.
Of course life is great after i graduated. For instance mom started to approved my relationship with Mr M, travel to both Asia and European country. I'm grateful that i have the opportunities to travel with university friends and met many people from different countries. Other than travel, i started to work also but not related to pharmacy yet. haha . Perhaps i need more time for myself to embrace and plan for my life before 25's is approaching me~ sooner or later. I gotta start doing lotsa YOLO bucket list during this period.
Sometimes, i felt clueless about my life too after i step out to the adult world and at the same time i earned my salary, woohoo! Life after working i seem to have less interested on going out cafe, shopping with my friends simply because after work, you are exhausted at this time what you want is only REST or SLEEP.
At the same time i also gained some interested on cooking. I had been tried several cooking recepies last few months. It's fun, easy and tired at the same time lol. I will continue learn more recepies. I really like manicure too, but guess i'm just too lazy to make a move.
I have a big dream, which is to earn more money, find out several ways to earn money, invest , and buying my new house !! LOL dream only! Talk only! but i really hope this wishlist will be cross out when i'm approaching 30's.
Not forgetting i want to do revision on my drugs related materials too.
Wish me luck!
Of course life is great after i graduated. For instance mom started to approved my relationship with Mr M, travel to both Asia and European country. I'm grateful that i have the opportunities to travel with university friends and met many people from different countries. Other than travel, i started to work also but not related to pharmacy yet. haha . Perhaps i need more time for myself to embrace and plan for my life before 25's is approaching me~ sooner or later. I gotta start doing lotsa YOLO bucket list during this period.
Sometimes, i felt clueless about my life too after i step out to the adult world and at the same time i earned my salary, woohoo! Life after working i seem to have less interested on going out cafe, shopping with my friends simply because after work, you are exhausted at this time what you want is only REST or SLEEP.
At the same time i also gained some interested on cooking. I had been tried several cooking recepies last few months. It's fun, easy and tired at the same time lol. I will continue learn more recepies. I really like manicure too, but guess i'm just too lazy to make a move.
I have a big dream, which is to earn more money, find out several ways to earn money, invest , and buying my new house !! LOL dream only! Talk only! but i really hope this wishlist will be cross out when i'm approaching 30's.
Not forgetting i want to do revision on my drugs related materials too.
Wish me luck!
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Tuesday 7 April 2015
2015 first post
It's been exactly more than one year I didn't update my blog! Hmm today marked the end of the examination life as an university student! Can't believe it's already 4 years plus since I last entered the university. Time flies, my age too. Hmmmm
Let's get back to my topic, so I was in-charged in doing the cohort yearbook this year, I've been flipping all the photos that we had created for the past 4 years. What I can said is: the tear, sweat and blood are penetrating my whole entire life! Not to said very passionate and colourful life I had in my university, because I didn't take part any school co-curriculum except the few me and my friends come up with- The PROM- yeah luckily we managed to held it, it is so memorable and heart-warming when you look back all the photos!
Hmm actually I still have one more oral examination - OSCE! Then I'm done with uni!!! WOOHOOOO
Guess I won't update so often, as my lappie cannot work now, and I'm gonna return the current lappie to the owner =(
See ya!
Let's get back to my topic, so I was in-charged in doing the cohort yearbook this year, I've been flipping all the photos that we had created for the past 4 years. What I can said is: the tear, sweat and blood are penetrating my whole entire life! Not to said very passionate and colourful life I had in my university, because I didn't take part any school co-curriculum except the few me and my friends come up with- The PROM- yeah luckily we managed to held it, it is so memorable and heart-warming when you look back all the photos!
Hmm actually I still have one more oral examination - OSCE! Then I'm done with uni!!! WOOHOOOO
Guess I won't update so often, as my lappie cannot work now, and I'm gonna return the current lappie to the owner =(
See ya!
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Sunday 16 March 2014
Friend~ you're just too OVER!
I remembered i had promise myself that i will buried ours memories in my deepest corner of my heart.
I had promise myself never ever wanted to text you first, unless perhaps there's once i blue moon timing, you will text me first? no, don't be silly, it wouldn't happen ever again!
I also promise myself that do not stalk or go your facebook wall to pick up some latest updates from you, but knowing that yo wouldn't post anything on your wall, but i still insist to view it! Aikz
I also had promise myself that never think of you although there's some places, musics, or even one simple sentences also can lead me to bring back all those memories!
ONCE again i can't let go, no matter how hard i tried!
I just knowing my heart STILL with you
I had promise myself never ever wanted to text you first, unless perhaps there's once i blue moon timing, you will text me first? no, don't be silly, it wouldn't happen ever again!
I also promise myself that do not stalk or go your facebook wall to pick up some latest updates from you, but knowing that yo wouldn't post anything on your wall, but i still insist to view it! Aikz
I also had promise myself that never think of you although there's some places, musics, or even one simple sentences also can lead me to bring back all those memories!
ONCE again i can't let go, no matter how hard i tried!
I just knowing my heart STILL with you
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Monday 3 March 2014
My feeling
也許你有多想，有天醒來了，
那些記憶與心碎都統統抹走，
沒有與誰在那路上偶遇過，
再沒有太多不明不白、太多藕斷絲連，
再不會有那些永遠實現不到的約定，
不再有睡不入眠的凌晨 ......
然而，想要淡忘想要放下，
並不是一眨眼就可以做得到，
因為你是曾經認真地投放過感情，
你將關於他的一切刻進你的生命裡，
不論你喜不喜歡，也不管你是否察覺，
原來他的笑容聲線他的冷漠決絕，
早已經深深種植你心坎深處；
你著急的想捨掉，
但要將最深的片段都翻挖出來，
要需要幾多心力、刮開多少創口，
然後，到你翻出來了，
你又要再接受是否捨得的考驗。
有多少人始終不捨，
但又無法再將這段記憶重新掩埋，
結果一直繼續淌血、遲遲都未能復原；
有些人，狠心割捨了，
但其實是否真的能夠忘記得到，
卻是當事人自己都不能太肯定，
就只知道，在割捨之後，
自己一部份的生命也彷彿消逝了，
有人會從此不懂得再去認真，
有人會說失去愛人的能力，
但當中又有多少自欺多少苦澀 ......
從前，你喜歡一個人，
會心急地想將一切最好的都送給對方，
你會心急想見到對方的臉，
想時常聽到對方的聲音，
想儘快收到對方的短訊回覆 ......
這種節奏，在他離開以後，
仍然流傳在你的心跳裡，
當每次想起，都會為你帶來一種牽動，
想立即見他、找他、傳他短訊、回到最初 ......
然而，他已經走了，
你知道自己再心急，也是沒有意義，
因為他都不會再回應自己的感情；
既然如此，那麼自己就配合他，
讓自己儘快跟他一樣，
學懂乾脆、冷漠、自私、決絕，
不要再喜歡，不要再想念，
不要再苦再痛，
不要再輸、不要再被他離得更遠 ......
然後，又再重複越忘記越記得的路，
然後，那誰始終未能忘記，
也未能記起，本來快樂的自己。
那些記憶與心碎都統統抹走，
沒有與誰在那路上偶遇過，
再沒有太多不明不白、太多藕斷絲連，
再不會有那些永遠實現不到的約定，
不再有睡不入眠的凌晨 ......
然而，想要淡忘想要放下，
並不是一眨眼就可以做得到，
因為你是曾經認真地投放過感情，
你將關於他的一切刻進你的生命裡，
不論你喜不喜歡，也不管你是否察覺，
原來他的笑容聲線他的冷漠決絕，
早已經深深種植你心坎深處；
你著急的想捨掉，
但要將最深的片段都翻挖出來，
要需要幾多心力、刮開多少創口，
然後，到你翻出來了，
你又要再接受是否捨得的考驗。
有多少人始終不捨，
但又無法再將這段記憶重新掩埋，
結果一直繼續淌血、遲遲都未能復原；
有些人，狠心割捨了，
但其實是否真的能夠忘記得到，
卻是當事人自己都不能太肯定，
就只知道，在割捨之後，
自己一部份的生命也彷彿消逝了，
有人會從此不懂得再去認真，
有人會說失去愛人的能力，
但當中又有多少自欺多少苦澀 ......
從前，你喜歡一個人，
會心急地想將一切最好的都送給對方，
你會心急想見到對方的臉，
想時常聽到對方的聲音，
想儘快收到對方的短訊回覆 ......
這種節奏，在他離開以後，
仍然流傳在你的心跳裡，
當每次想起，都會為你帶來一種牽動，
想立即見他、找他、傳他短訊、回到最初 ......
然而，他已經走了，
你知道自己再心急，也是沒有意義，
因為他都不會再回應自己的感情；
既然如此，那麼自己就配合他，
讓自己儘快跟他一樣，
學懂乾脆、冷漠、自私、決絕，
不要再喜歡，不要再想念，
不要再苦再痛，
不要再輸、不要再被他離得更遠 ......
然後，又再重複越忘記越記得的路，
然後，那誰始終未能忘記，
也未能記起，本來快樂的自己。
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有些人，无论再喜欢，最终还是朋友
曾经，在那风和日历的早晨，曾对那么一个他的眼神，一个欢笑给吸引出。那时还真不知道，其实对方在此刻也喜欢自己了。
过了几个月，偶尔在某团的巧遇下，双方有着合作的机会。这也说明以往的几个月都得面对他，起初，真的对他只有崇拜感和一份以哥哥的尊敬。可能因为一连串的活动，也把原本不是很熟悉的我们渐渐在岁月的巧磨下，我们也熟起来了。
过了一个夏天，有天很巧妙下，对方竟然开口邀请说“以后不如我们一起读书如何？” 其实我想告诉你说，我的周末是从未去过图书馆的啦。 但我真的不忍心拒绝你。如果知道当初会喜欢上你，我绝对会狠心的拒绝。我也想说：“其实本小姐是真的很忙，也许你不知道那个忙是到什么程度的。但还是为了你，忙里抽闲的陪你读书。
也就是这样，慢慢让我情不自经的喜欢上你。
我也想说，其实那时我们真不因该常常出去的，这样也许彼此的心也不会牵连着，这样也许我们分开后，我的心也不会如此的痛，有时真的痛得无法呼吸。又有时连呼吸都是痛的。
当初如果我没做那么多让你感到压力的事儿，也许这样是打动不到你那破碎的心灵。 现在想想还真后悔当初的举动。 其实，你是那么一个特别的存在，也在我多番的主动下，终于打动到你。现在想想，当初那么傻的自己，竟然会为了一个目目的你，做那么多让我感到百感交集的事儿。还真的是超厚脸皮的。
我也想说，那段漫长的暧昧时期，也许对你不怎么特别，但它却对我意义重大啊！ 因为从中我学会了付出，虽然也许付出了，得不到回报，但我还是奋不顾身的勇往自前！
其实， 还是当朋友最自在！
过了几个月，偶尔在某团的巧遇下，双方有着合作的机会。这也说明以往的几个月都得面对他，起初，真的对他只有崇拜感和一份以哥哥的尊敬。可能因为一连串的活动，也把原本不是很熟悉的我们渐渐在岁月的巧磨下，我们也熟起来了。
过了一个夏天，有天很巧妙下，对方竟然开口邀请说“以后不如我们一起读书如何？” 其实我想告诉你说，我的周末是从未去过图书馆的啦。 但我真的不忍心拒绝你。如果知道当初会喜欢上你，我绝对会狠心的拒绝。我也想说：“其实本小姐是真的很忙，也许你不知道那个忙是到什么程度的。但还是为了你，忙里抽闲的陪你读书。
也就是这样，慢慢让我情不自经的喜欢上你。
我也想说，其实那时我们真不因该常常出去的，这样也许彼此的心也不会牵连着，这样也许我们分开后，我的心也不会如此的痛，有时真的痛得无法呼吸。又有时连呼吸都是痛的。
当初如果我没做那么多让你感到压力的事儿，也许这样是打动不到你那破碎的心灵。 现在想想还真后悔当初的举动。 其实，你是那么一个特别的存在，也在我多番的主动下，终于打动到你。现在想想，当初那么傻的自己，竟然会为了一个目目的你，做那么多让我感到百感交集的事儿。还真的是超厚脸皮的。
我也想说，那段漫长的暧昧时期，也许对你不怎么特别，但它却对我意义重大啊！ 因为从中我学会了付出，虽然也许付出了，得不到回报，但我还是奋不顾身的勇往自前！
其实， 还是当朋友最自在！
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Thursday 5 December 2013
告白记
First time it took me so much courageous to confess with a guy. This is the freaking first time, my nerve went insane i think. So much courage, so much mixed feeling to splits out my feeling for the past 6 months. I couldn't believe it!!
Really couldn't believe it!
I finally step out my first step by confessing with me.
Although is just a message but it's really take so much courage to do so!!!!
I must said i'm so daring!!!
But But But he has no feel toward me T.T
In this case, i have to give up lol!
Everything back to the starting point!
Life must keep going no matter how worst it is!!
I learnt to be a tough gal, i don't even feel anything even though i being rejected!
I must at least feel something right?? But too bad i can't feel anything even though is real hurt!
Stay tough and strong, Gal!
You deserve a better one which you know he's waiting for you!
So stop with all these non sense! How much you need to suffocate again???
Choose the one who love you and not the one you love!
I got a deep lesson today!!
Really couldn't believe it!
I finally step out my first step by confessing with me.
Although is just a message but it's really take so much courage to do so!!!!
I must said i'm so daring!!!
But But But he has no feel toward me T.T
In this case, i have to give up lol!
Everything back to the starting point!
Life must keep going no matter how worst it is!!
I learnt to be a tough gal, i don't even feel anything even though i being rejected!
I must at least feel something right?? But too bad i can't feel anything even though is real hurt!
Stay tough and strong, Gal!
You deserve a better one which you know he's waiting for you!
So stop with all these non sense! How much you need to suffocate again???
Choose the one who love you and not the one you love!
I got a deep lesson today!!
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Tuesday 26 November 2013
Why Don't you Try, Why Not Now?
Every times when i met him in any event, i need to use a longer long time to comfort myself, i need to comfort myself by not thinking of him, but not missing him, by not torturing myself.
I'm really wonder, why don't he give a try, why don't he. But i also understand there are something that cannot be force and cannot be push. They always said if they are mean to be yours, then eventually it will come back to you.
But as for my case, although i really know that this guy don't like me, even i had confess with him, but i just can't control myself by not thinking of him. He's not perfect, he's not good, he don't really care the feeling of others, he don't give a damn shit to the person he don't really know.. BUT but but, i'm still fall for him, it has been quite a few months since already!!
I need to wait until when only can get over this????
Along this journey, i knew he's quite flirty also, haizzzz, just can't get over!!!!!
I'm really wonder, why don't he give a try, why don't he. But i also understand there are something that cannot be force and cannot be push. They always said if they are mean to be yours, then eventually it will come back to you.
But as for my case, although i really know that this guy don't like me, even i had confess with him, but i just can't control myself by not thinking of him. He's not perfect, he's not good, he don't really care the feeling of others, he don't give a damn shit to the person he don't really know.. BUT but but, i'm still fall for him, it has been quite a few months since already!!
I need to wait until when only can get over this????
Along this journey, i knew he's quite flirty also, haizzzz, just can't get over!!!!!
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Monday 16 September 2013
Some people just can mean to be Friend
Finally, i had come across with the lesson and phrases of " some people are mean to be friend, no matter how deep you falling in love with him"
Yeah, as many friends of mine noticed that recently i'm dragged by my emo~ness. My friends always said" Are you ok, you seems emo". At this point, i had realized that i'm no longer being myself after falling in love with that guy. Why do i said so?? I can no longer find my self in the way of " think positive, everything will be all right", i'm no longer stay optimistic as i did last time. No, it's been a drastic change since i met this guy!
How do i changed?
1. i will sacrificed my precious time even though i'm busy but yet i will still insist to give him my time by studying together, watching cinema, eating, drinking, shopping, reading books etc ( Hello, Mr actually i'm seriously very busy with my study schedule but yet i'm giving some part of my time to you, yet you don't appreciate it) All right, as you said, maybe we are different channel, different frequencies, that's why i always so dumb in getting your message!
2. i being over tolerate with you
I know i being over tolerate with you, i will let you choose whatever places or movies you like to watch. Actually every time he did ask me to decide where to go to have our meals, but i just like the choise he choose, actually i'm quite well known in directoring, my friends always gave me a nick name which is " Live GPS", actually i really did knew some places, but i just simply like to follow your choise
3. I being lost myself
All right, after so many months, finally i can assumed you gave me the answer which i wanted to hear so earnestly. All right, i can conclude that i'm just being a friend of you! That's all
I felt so shameful now!!!As a girl, we really no need to take so many initiative, if the boy like you, he will find whatever matter to let you fall in love with him.
Friend just being friend!
I'm gonna go though this tough process until i can really forget you and let you go from my heart!
Yeah, as many friends of mine noticed that recently i'm dragged by my emo~ness. My friends always said" Are you ok, you seems emo". At this point, i had realized that i'm no longer being myself after falling in love with that guy. Why do i said so?? I can no longer find my self in the way of " think positive, everything will be all right", i'm no longer stay optimistic as i did last time. No, it's been a drastic change since i met this guy!
How do i changed?
1. i will sacrificed my precious time even though i'm busy but yet i will still insist to give him my time by studying together, watching cinema, eating, drinking, shopping, reading books etc ( Hello, Mr actually i'm seriously very busy with my study schedule but yet i'm giving some part of my time to you, yet you don't appreciate it) All right, as you said, maybe we are different channel, different frequencies, that's why i always so dumb in getting your message!
2. i being over tolerate with you
I know i being over tolerate with you, i will let you choose whatever places or movies you like to watch. Actually every time he did ask me to decide where to go to have our meals, but i just like the choise he choose, actually i'm quite well known in directoring, my friends always gave me a nick name which is " Live GPS", actually i really did knew some places, but i just simply like to follow your choise
3. I being lost myself
All right, after so many months, finally i can assumed you gave me the answer which i wanted to hear so earnestly. All right, i can conclude that i'm just being a friend of you! That's all
I felt so shameful now!!!As a girl, we really no need to take so many initiative, if the boy like you, he will find whatever matter to let you fall in love with him.
Friend just being friend!
I'm gonna go though this tough process until i can really forget you and let you go from my heart!
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Monday 29 July 2013
Random Night
Everyone have different living style, different thoughts, different behaviors and also different feelings.
So you really can assumed or predict what's other people thoughts and feelings.
Sometimes, is really hard to read through people mind.
They may appear a happiness and joyful moment with you, but at the back, they may be somehow sad, emo~ness, this is why i said is hard to predict and read through other people, even though the someone that you care so much.
Sometimes, you just have to accept what people can't normally do, and what usually people can't think,
Sometimes, you just accept their cultural, their behavior if you really care them.
I have learnt many sting feelings throughout these two months.
There were many things that cannot be force and push,
If it's really belong to you, no matter what they will come back.
Same goes to if the person do not belong/like you, no matter how hard you push or force, the consequences is worsen than now.
Sometimes, you just have to let go no matter how hard the situation could be
How hard your feeling, your heart rhythm to be recover back.
There was a pretty awesome saturday night, randomly received a message that i would not expect, and randomly have a short nice chit-chat session with him.
Although is just few hours, but i felt super comfie sitting on the ground and have a what called" heart to heart talk" with him.
The night was quite peaceful, we were like kids playing on the shadow, drinking like no one else, chatting back and talking about our recent life, playing phones and more. That night, indeed is an awesome night for me perhaps him too.
I'm adapting everything now, but is not tolerate is somehow accepting a special friends culture.
So you really can assumed or predict what's other people thoughts and feelings.
Sometimes, is really hard to read through people mind.
They may appear a happiness and joyful moment with you, but at the back, they may be somehow sad, emo~ness, this is why i said is hard to predict and read through other people, even though the someone that you care so much.
Sometimes, you just have to accept what people can't normally do, and what usually people can't think,
Sometimes, you just accept their cultural, their behavior if you really care them.
I have learnt many sting feelings throughout these two months.
There were many things that cannot be force and push,
If it's really belong to you, no matter what they will come back.
Same goes to if the person do not belong/like you, no matter how hard you push or force, the consequences is worsen than now.
Sometimes, you just have to let go no matter how hard the situation could be
How hard your feeling, your heart rhythm to be recover back.
There was a pretty awesome saturday night, randomly received a message that i would not expect, and randomly have a short nice chit-chat session with him.
Although is just few hours, but i felt super comfie sitting on the ground and have a what called" heart to heart talk" with him.
The night was quite peaceful, we were like kids playing on the shadow, drinking like no one else, chatting back and talking about our recent life, playing phones and more. That night, indeed is an awesome night for me perhaps him too.
I'm adapting everything now, but is not tolerate is somehow accepting a special friends culture.
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Wednesday 24 July 2013
Brain + Brand New Day
Hmm, after studied the Central Nervous System Module, i felt that human brain structure are amazed. Dear God can make each of the different lobes of the brain function differently and give signal to our body through various types of signals and mechanism.
Yes, i'm amazed how's the function of our brain work. But at the same time, the more complicated the brain structure is, the more complicated our mentally feeling can be so complicated too. Hmm there are total five lobes in our brain, such as temporal, occipital, frontal, insula and so on. Each of the lobes work differently for the whole human mechanism.
But the problem is why my brain lobes that are so advanced in Broca's area? As this brain area generate human emotional feeling, human thoughts, human feelings, language, understanding and so on. Why on earth, this portion of my brain so " active" Why?? Perhaps, this is also one of the factor contributing to my talkative~ness behavior. There is always positive and negative thinking within our mentally state. The problem is see how you see the " matter" it yourself. If you like exaggerated your feeling towards public - the consequences is " Ohh Why were you so emo recently"? Just because what you post on FB?? C'mon sometimes what we post on FB, doesn't mean what we undergone through it, perhaps, we just simply like the quotes, like the phrases, maybe it suit our feeling or thoughts right now lol.
Phew, July going to end soon. I fell that this month is not a productive month for me! Ohh C'mon Jq you must be productive! Everyday is precious and must fully utilize your time. I myself must remember, once your time gone, there is forever impossible to get your time back! Uhhh, but this month i'm freaking lazy . This month i can't find myself doing the right thing. I can't being myself!! @#$%@#$
Uhhh, exam is around the corner soon, i must really start packing and study !!!Hmm perhaps my library study might be start soon, i must study study study!!!!! JQ you must study, you haven even touch a single lecture notes this month LEH!! =( And you didn't pay attention in class these day!!!!! Keep talking talking talking, gossip gossip!!!! Ulalala!!!! You must study !!!!!!!!!!!
Yeah, later going to collect my last one set of minions. I don't no why i'm usually not that type of craze people who will collect all those stuff. But i still simply can't resist it! Since my i had collected 7 of them, why don't collect the last 2 minions? Lol. After the completion of collection, i might either collect it or donate to the orphanage home that i'm gonna visiting them soon ;) Meanwhile, i also got help someone to collect it, uhh you can imagine my whole stomach is fulled of burgers, nuggets, french frieds.. Hmm i'm gaining weight again, is a good sign but my cholesterol level macam abnormal leh ;(
Arggggg, LJQ, u must start study la!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Please don't screw your CPC paper la!!!!!
Yes, i'm amazed how's the function of our brain work. But at the same time, the more complicated the brain structure is, the more complicated our mentally feeling can be so complicated too. Hmm there are total five lobes in our brain, such as temporal, occipital, frontal, insula and so on. Each of the lobes work differently for the whole human mechanism.
But the problem is why my brain lobes that are so advanced in Broca's area? As this brain area generate human emotional feeling, human thoughts, human feelings, language, understanding and so on. Why on earth, this portion of my brain so " active" Why?? Perhaps, this is also one of the factor contributing to my talkative~ness behavior. There is always positive and negative thinking within our mentally state. The problem is see how you see the " matter" it yourself. If you like exaggerated your feeling towards public - the consequences is " Ohh Why were you so emo recently"? Just because what you post on FB?? C'mon sometimes what we post on FB, doesn't mean what we undergone through it, perhaps, we just simply like the quotes, like the phrases, maybe it suit our feeling or thoughts right now lol.
Phew, July going to end soon. I fell that this month is not a productive month for me! Ohh C'mon Jq you must be productive! Everyday is precious and must fully utilize your time. I myself must remember, once your time gone, there is forever impossible to get your time back! Uhhh, but this month i'm freaking lazy . This month i can't find myself doing the right thing. I can't being myself!! @#$%@#$
Uhhh, exam is around the corner soon, i must really start packing and study !!!Hmm perhaps my library study might be start soon, i must study study study!!!!! JQ you must study, you haven even touch a single lecture notes this month LEH!! =( And you didn't pay attention in class these day!!!!! Keep talking talking talking, gossip gossip!!!! Ulalala!!!! You must study !!!!!!!!!!!
Yeah, later going to collect my last one set of minions. I don't no why i'm usually not that type of craze people who will collect all those stuff. But i still simply can't resist it! Since my i had collected 7 of them, why don't collect the last 2 minions? Lol. After the completion of collection, i might either collect it or donate to the orphanage home that i'm gonna visiting them soon ;) Meanwhile, i also got help someone to collect it, uhh you can imagine my whole stomach is fulled of burgers, nuggets, french frieds.. Hmm i'm gaining weight again, is a good sign but my cholesterol level macam abnormal leh ;(
Arggggg, LJQ, u must start study la!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Please don't screw your CPC paper la!!!!!
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