The Day After EOS

Yeah,I had been fighting with all those lectures note since three weeks ago!
Finally, it ended!
Should i feel happy or depress?
Afraid about the result
through i had tried my very best to handle it!

All the best to myself!
Hope everything walk in my way!

Got few outings and some gathering!

To do list for myself
1. wash my freaking dirty car
2. make some DIY for friends
3. nail paiting
4. gathering ( secondary friends, pre u, and IMU ~ians)
5. clean my wardrobe !iron all my clothes
6. craft

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悲哀

潇洒活了二十年的我！

就怎么第一次觉得我的人生好不快乐啊！

朋友虽多，但真真能聊心事的有几个呢？

原来那么鸡婆的我，也会感到无比的孤单！

我疯疯癫癫的大笑，其实也只是想掩盖我的伤痛！

朋友真的会像水一样的漂去吗？

当换了新的环境，友谊也会一起留去吗？





小学，中学，

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O.O Suckzz

result suckzzz

no eye see!!!

P.S ( WEI MING ask me to write my blog as short as possible 0.o )

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I'm sick =(

Not Feeling well

been strong for sometimes,

it's time to rest my soul!

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Time

Yeah, as mentioned before i'll be having Basic Math class test next monday!
Now what i need is TIME allowance

I seriously need more time to get ready,
Time please move your schedule as slow as possible can?

Haiz, don't be silly time wont stop for anyone else!
unless you have that kind of amazing strenght to let it stop!

LJQ, face it,
this is what your punishment for you of not appreciated the time allowance!
This is your PUNISHMENT!

How great!

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Believe Myself that i can do it!!

Recently,
there were many things that make my mood, my motivation slipped down from the peak level until now reached a very unstable ground state.

As i told myself before, this is my last chance to do well in wadever challenges, tests, etc!

I must do it well,
I don't want to dissapointed my mother again,
I know very well that every single cents that my parents earn, it come by tear and sweat and even blood!

but i just can't control my freaking mindset and heart,
i always wasted sooo mamy time to do something else!like sit in front of the computer for many hours or i slept the whole day on my freaking bed!

Even my mom gave me some herbs to stimulate my wakeness, but for me even i drank Brand's every single days, IT"S NOT HELP me to concentrate NEITHER

I swear that i dont want samethings happen
i'm tedious enough to handle other stuffs
don't make my life so TIRED AND TEDIOUS

I just freaking hate myself, that i cant do anything well except wasted parents hard earn money, wasted time on freaking FB, wasted time to sleep !

Argggggg, is not time to blame,
it's time to wake!
I'm scare for many times,
but my scareness seem like did not stimulate me for doing revision!

Argg, peopel said 见过鬼，会怕黑, but for me its seem normal,
Argg, i freaking hate myself!

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Life Still Must Go ON

Sometimes, it just sometimes
i really jealous some of the multitask students

They can play while studying,
They can studying while playing too!!

But for me it's impossible for me to do so!

I admitted that i had wasted many time of not studying
Feel freaking regret~ing now

When the time i have a strong motivation to kick start to do revision!
They're so many distraction that pulled me away from studying!

Sometimes, i can sit in front of the computer doing nothing!
Oh gosh, it samethings happen over again and again!

I afraid i'll die !

I have so many depressed in my heart recently,
although went for travelling last weeks,
but the depression still not willing to move out from my heart!

Anyways, life must go ON!
even i'm depress~ing
even my motivation gone
even i'm lazy
even i gave myself so many innoying excuses
even i'm tired!

Life is not about to blame,
life is just about too miserable for me .

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Bulky day

I DON'T WANT SAMETHINGS HAPPEN AGAIN!!!!!

NO I DON'T WANT

I WANT PERSUE MY DREAM

I WANT BECOME AN USEFUL WOMAN

PERHAPS STRONG IRON WOMAN IN MY LIFE

HOPE GOD WILLL REALLY STAND ON MY SIDE

TO PROTECT MY SOUL FROM BEING HURT AND BROKE

TO PROTECT MY SINCERITY

LASTLY OF COURSE THE SUBJECT I HATED MOST

I TRY TO BE FRIEND WITH YOU AGAIN AND AGAIN

BUT SEEM LIKE YOU DON'T LIKE ME!

YOU KNOW ME, UNFORTUNATELY I DON'T KNOW WHO THE HELL ARE YOU!

SOMETIMES YOU MAKE MY LIFE SO MISERABLE!

YOU ARE DAMN COMPLICATED AND ANNOYING!

I TRIED TO TOLERATE WITH YOU,

TRIED MY VERY BEST TO UNDERSTAND YOU

WORK HARD ON YOU!!

BUT YOU STILL MAKE ME DEPRESS AGAIN AND AGAIN!

PLEASE THIS IS THE LAST TIME I PRAY TO YOU!

PLEASE HELP ME TO GET BETTER ON UNDERSTANDING YOU!

THAT ALL, AND LET ME WALK THROUGH THIS HARD BATTLE!

I'M BAGGING YOU! PLEASE!

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[JOY RICH] [新歌] 卓文萱 - 愛了沒(台劇男女生了沒片尾曲)(無DJ聲版)

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爱了没

我好喜欢里面的歌词，
好有意思！
仿佛再说着， 以前函现在的我！

问了我们 无数可能 情节像真的
最后时刻 你却想多
我失去天真
心的伤痕 它值不值得
让我期待 更好的人 更多可能

我的幸福 悄悄等待 你的小动作
你的眼神 无法投射
我的爱执着
照着你的剧本退不得
我该如何 我一个人 怎么完成

爱情是让人心动了 又受伤了
我的心跳慌张又伤心着
拥抱的灵魂熟悉却又陌生的
我们的从前不见了

其实疯了 也哭泣了
在梦的尽头我怕你变了
爱不是你说分开就会轻松的
多希望假装真的没事了

我的幸福 悄悄等待 你的小动作
你的眼神 无法投射
我的爱执着
照着你的剧本退不得
我该如何 我一个人 怎么完成

爱情是让人心动了 又受伤了
我的心跳慌张又伤心着
拥抱的灵魂熟悉却又陌生的
我们的从前不见了

其实疯了 也哭泣了
在梦的尽头我怕你变了
爱不是你说分开就会轻松的
多希望假装真的没事了

心疯了
我哭泣了
在梦的尽头我怕你变了
爱不是你说分开就会轻松的
多希望假装真的没事了

我相信我的痛一定会好的

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September

The busiest month i had in my life,
honestly, i like september because there are many factors that causes me to like this month!
first and for most, my birthday fall on this month!
secondly, there are many trips going on within this month too!
lastly, our club will be organising many events too!
I just started to realised that, everythings going upside down this month,
just realised that in this world, people are reality enough!
haiz, what to do this is somehow called " faith"

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STRESS

STRESS of numerous matters!

1. sponsorship!! for three events
2. class test
3. assignments
4. Club's assigned job



Argggg, i want holidays!!!

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