O.O Suckzz

result suckzzz

no eye see!!!

P.S ( WEI MING ask me to write my blog as short as possible 0.o )

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I'm sick =(

Not Feeling well

been strong for sometimes,

it's time to rest my soul!

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Time

Yeah, as mentioned before i'll be having Basic Math class test next monday!
Now what i need is TIME allowance

I seriously need more time to get ready,
Time please move your schedule as slow as possible can?

Haiz, don't be silly time wont stop for anyone else!
unless you have that kind of amazing strenght to let it stop!

LJQ, face it,
this is what your punishment for you of not appreciated the time allowance!
This is your PUNISHMENT!

How great!

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Believe Myself that i can do it!!

Recently,
there were many things that make my mood, my motivation slipped down from the peak level until now reached a very unstable ground state.

As i told myself before, this is my last chance to do well in wadever challenges, tests, etc!

I must do it well,
I don't want to dissapointed my mother again,
I know very well that every single cents that my parents earn, it come by tear and sweat and even blood!

but i just can't control my freaking mindset and heart,
i always wasted sooo mamy time to do something else!like sit in front of the computer for many hours or i slept the whole day on my freaking bed!

Even my mom gave me some herbs to stimulate my wakeness, but for me even i drank Brand's every single days, IT"S NOT HELP me to concentrate NEITHER

I swear that i dont want samethings happen
i'm tedious enough to handle other stuffs
don't make my life so TIRED AND TEDIOUS

I just freaking hate myself, that i cant do anything well except wasted parents hard earn money, wasted time on freaking FB, wasted time to sleep !

Argggggg, is not time to blame,
it's time to wake!
I'm scare for many times,
but my scareness seem like did not stimulate me for doing revision!

Argg, peopel said 见过鬼，会怕黑, but for me its seem normal,
Argg, i freaking hate myself!

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Life Still Must Go ON

Sometimes, it just sometimes
i really jealous some of the multitask students

They can play while studying,
They can studying while playing too!!

But for me it's impossible for me to do so!

I admitted that i had wasted many time of not studying
Feel freaking regret~ing now

When the time i have a strong motivation to kick start to do revision!
They're so many distraction that pulled me away from studying!

Sometimes, i can sit in front of the computer doing nothing!
Oh gosh, it samethings happen over again and again!

I afraid i'll die !

I have so many depressed in my heart recently,
although went for travelling last weeks,
but the depression still not willing to move out from my heart!

Anyways, life must go ON!
even i'm depress~ing
even my motivation gone
even i'm lazy
even i gave myself so many innoying excuses
even i'm tired!

Life is not about to blame,
life is just about too miserable for me .

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Bulky day

I DON'T WANT SAMETHINGS HAPPEN AGAIN!!!!!

NO I DON'T WANT

I WANT PERSUE MY DREAM

I WANT BECOME AN USEFUL WOMAN

PERHAPS STRONG IRON WOMAN IN MY LIFE

HOPE GOD WILLL REALLY STAND ON MY SIDE

TO PROTECT MY SOUL FROM BEING HURT AND BROKE

TO PROTECT MY SINCERITY

LASTLY OF COURSE THE SUBJECT I HATED MOST

I TRY TO BE FRIEND WITH YOU AGAIN AND AGAIN

BUT SEEM LIKE YOU DON'T LIKE ME!

YOU KNOW ME, UNFORTUNATELY I DON'T KNOW WHO THE HELL ARE YOU!

SOMETIMES YOU MAKE MY LIFE SO MISERABLE!

YOU ARE DAMN COMPLICATED AND ANNOYING!

I TRIED TO TOLERATE WITH YOU,

TRIED MY VERY BEST TO UNDERSTAND YOU

WORK HARD ON YOU!!

BUT YOU STILL MAKE ME DEPRESS AGAIN AND AGAIN!

PLEASE THIS IS THE LAST TIME I PRAY TO YOU!

PLEASE HELP ME TO GET BETTER ON UNDERSTANDING YOU!

THAT ALL, AND LET ME WALK THROUGH THIS HARD BATTLE!

I'M BAGGING YOU! PLEASE!

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