Yeah, as many friends of mine noticed that recently i'm dragged by my emo~ness. My friends always said" Are you ok, you seems emo". At this point, i had realized that i'm no longer being myself after falling in love with that guy. Why do i said so?? I can no longer find my self in the way of " think positive, everything will be all right", i'm no longer stay optimistic as i did last time. No, it's been a drastic change since i met this guy!
How do i changed?
1. i will sacrificed my precious time even though i'm busy but yet i will still insist to give him my time by studying together, watching cinema, eating, drinking, shopping, reading books etc ( Hello, Mr actually i'm seriously very busy with my study schedule but yet i'm giving some part of my time to you, yet you don't appreciate it) All right, as you said, maybe we are different channel, different frequencies, that's why i always so dumb in getting your message!
2. i being over tolerate with you
I know i being over tolerate with you, i will let you choose whatever places or movies you like to watch. Actually every time he did ask me to decide where to go to have our meals, but i just like the choise he choose, actually i'm quite well known in directoring, my friends always gave me a nick name which is " Live GPS", actually i really did knew some places, but i just simply like to follow your choise
3. I being lost myself
All right, after so many months, finally i can assumed you gave me the answer which i wanted to hear so earnestly. All right, i can conclude that i'm just being a friend of you! That's all
I felt so shameful now!!!As a girl, we really no need to take so many initiative, if the boy like you, he will find whatever matter to let you fall in love with him.
Friend just being friend!
I'm gonna go though this tough process until i can really forget you and let you go from my heart!
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